All i want to do is cry…

Ive been on bedrest for the last month, unexpectedly at that. Now we’re suffering financially and im falling deeper and deeper into depression from being alone, and trying to deal with the finances too. I pulled our savings earlier this month, thinking that i would be off bedrest weeks ago! I paid the neccessary bills, and didnt think twice (this was what we were planning to save for when id be off work when the baby was born, so we had JUST started saving!!).

Praying and praying that each time i went back to the dr, they’d say “Ok you can go back to work”, but that hasnt been the case. Now we’re 300 bux short for rent, and all i can do is cry!! And thats without conserderation of buying food for the next week AND on top of all of that, we’re supposed to be moving in 3-4 weeks! And i dont know how we’re going to pull that off either.

I guess im just going to have to beg my dr to take me off before i drown! I still owe my IVF dr, which i cant now pay, its just a disaster! Im probably going to end up with a payday loan, still praying i can go back to work…


Author: tnacke

Wife and Mom of 4 monkeys. Always causing trouble. LOL just kidding. Love my babies!!

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